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Today, I have examined once more that words are powerful, andwhen your mind talks, your body listens…
My first intension in doing this trial was just to joke around and pretty much try to trick myself whether or whether not both of the statements above are true. The issue that made me speak what my mind think was because things have goon pretty wrong in life and I’d rather keep off of people who tried to ruin it.
I have been recently close to a guy who everyone thought was my boyfriend. He wasn’t after all. I realized then that my grades are declining, probably due to the distraction this guy gives me. I never really know the actual reason or point out why is it true because we definitely motivate each other and I have no problem of being distracted while doing my assignments.
In contrary, based on my previous experiences, the falling down of my grades may have been positively caused by the distraction of ‘guys’. I never know how because they’ve been saying I’ve worked very diligently and somehow few times also I denied myself. And, I guess it may be working.
Back to the point where I told myself, through my mind, that I should no longer get closer with this guy I quite fond of, my conscience and instincts started to work. At first I was telling myself that this person I’m close to isn’t much of a benefit for my life. He might positively be the one reason my grades seem to fall. He also might be the one who kept me deny my own strength so I do not get praises and brag about it.
These are what I told myself:
He was a bad influence.
He was the reason my grades fall.
He isn’t a good friend.
Do not look for him.
You do not like him.
You might wanna hate him.
He’s bad.
He destroys your life.
He won’t make your life any better.
He ruins your future.
By the middle of the day, I realized my mind and body act differently when we met, when we passed, and when we saw each other.
Through out the morning, I’ve been trying to convince myself not to look for him anywhere at campus, not to be alert of any signs of him, not to hope that he would show up anytime.
Yet, by the afternoon, I have realize that I’ve kept hatred on him.
I don’t.
But my mind do. My body and reactions too.
I realize I could not convince myself any further. My mind speaks, my heart talks, my body listens, it reacts the way I wanted it to be.
It was one good lesson learnt by the end of the day.
well drawn. well written. well said. well explained. THAT’S ME!
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